Thriving not surviving

Been one of those weeks where everything just flows, but then there are times when I feel completely lost, questioning every decision, every path I've taken. It's funny how life works that way.

Some weeks, my body just doesn't cooperate. stuck in bed, fighting the ole head issues, feeling like im drowning in responsibilities, my to-do list growing faster than I can keep up with. But while juggling everything, I have been finding myself and taking the time to just simply be.

Checking my diary, i realized something beautiful despite the ups and downs, Im managing to tick off everything I set out to do. It's those small wins that really count.And along the way, I've met some amazing people who've added new colors to my life's canvas.

One of the most best moments lately has been spending time with my grandson. There's something about seeing the world through his eyes that puts everything into perspective. I got to have some rare, quality time with my son. As parents, we sometimes forget how fast our children grow up, how busy life becomes, and how precious these moments really are.

Family dinners on sunday are a nice way to come together and create memories. And when life gets too noisy, I've found peace in nature. Just being outside, feeling the breeze, hearing the birds, it's like nature has all the answers we're looking for.

This journey of self-discovery hasn't been easy. I've done a lot of soul searching, faced some hard truths, and worked through layers of healing. That's exactly what finding yourself is about. It's not about having everything figured out. It's about embracing both the smooth and rough patches, learning from them, and growing through them.

Life looks different now than it did before, and that's okay. Because in all this chaos and calm, in all the sick days and overwhelmed moments, in all the family time and solitary reflection, I'm discovering who I really am. I'm starting to really like who I'm becoming and embracing this new life.