The Story behind the Name
Im not sure what going to happen tommorrow, im not sure some days how much i can do, some days i struggle. some days i get caught up in my head and some days is constant reminder. hricing not surving is like a mantra for me and no matter the day i always ensure i find things to be grateful, always acheive one thing and listen to the body.
Giving up was so hard to do a career as a support worker a career that really only started it was not the ist time i gave up a career of doing events i knew i find something i would fine my thing something that can work with my needs.
The Devil inside, 2021
I refer to my illness as “the devil.” I created a website and began blogging, treating it like a journal that I share with others. I initiated this project because I noticed that many individuals were unaware of the challenges faced by those living with invisible illnesses. My goal is to raise awareness and educate people about issues such as domestic violence and the experiences of those affected.
Nirvana Life ad Wellness 2022
I decided to change the name because I felt it needed a fresh identity that aligns with my healing journey, which in turn reflects on my website, purpose, and vision. “Nirvana” represents a place of perfect peace, and in Buddhism, it is considered the highest state one can achieve. This concept resonates with my own journey.
While I was still unsure of the direction for this website, my primary goal was to create a straightforward online platform that facilitates learning in an uncomplicated manner. I wanted healing to be accessible, which is why I’ve kept the prices of my eBooks low, all of which I’ve created myself. Additionally, I aim to establish a membership that offers simple learning without complicated jargon.
My vision is to build a community where one meaningful resource , story, inspiration can help at least someone on their journey. Done
From Pain to Power.2024
Finally, I underwent a name change that truly reflects who I am today as a woman. I've transformed my pain into power, understanding that this chapter of my life is meant to help others heal. I revamped my website, established a Facebook subscription, and created a membership program , “The Portal.” One takes you on a healing journey, while the other goes on journey to shadow self, super cheap.
I also started a women's group called Blooming Babes Collective, providing a safe space for women to connect, host gatherings, and engage in relaxed group mentoring. Additionally, I’m a featured author in an anthology titled The Unseen Battle with She Rise Studios, and I’ve been featured in several magazines. This has been an incredible experience and another opportunity to share my story to help others.
To further support healing, I’ve created multiple eBooks on relatable topics and have been building my social media presence while learning along the way.
I’ve incorporated Reiki as an additional healing modality, created a dedicated space, and have been delving into the metaphysical world, exploring areas like soul tracking, numerology, and auras. It’s been a amazing Journey so far! Alongside my side hustle adventure buddy, I'm working on creating workshops that blend art and healing, and I'm excited to announce that I’ll be launching my course soon.
When I reflect on my decision to leave a career I once loved, I now see it through a new lens. I continue to engage in those careers, but in a different way that carries greater significance. This journey illustrates journey from broken to beautiful, one of healing, thriving rather than merely surviving, and ultimately going from pain into power.This journey is not just about changing career paths but about redefining what success and fulfillment mean to me. The transition from a traditional role to one that aligns with my values and needs it has allowed me to find purpose in ways I never imagined. Each step has been a testament to my resilience and a reminder that every challenge faced has shaped the person I am today.
As I embrace this new chapter, I am reminded that life’s detours often lead us to the most unexpected and rewarding destinations. I have learned to listen to my intuition, to honor my body and spirit, and to find happiness in the process rather than just the outcome. This journey has taught me that true empowerment comes from within, from the courage to face fears, and the strength to follow my heart.
I have accomplished all of this while overcoming domestic violence and finding my own healing. I live with multiple medical conditions, like fibromyalgia, endometriosis, dissociation, depression, PTSD, and the long-term physical effects from my assault. The journey has included challenging hospital admissions and navigating trauma, and some days are bloody tough. I m committed to changing my story. I am using my voice to advocate for others, raise awareness, educate people, and help others in finding their own healing.
In this process of reinvention, I am not only building a career but crafting a life filled with meaning, connection, and authenticity. By sharing my experiences, I hope to inspire others to pursue their passions, find healing, turn pain into power and live their life on their own terms. This journey is ongoing, and I am ill continue exploring the possibilities that lie ahead, knowing that with each step, I am paving the way for a future filled with hope and endless possibilities.