My Reflection of July

Taking a moment to reflect july has tested every ounce of me strength, pretty much been a complete train wreck, if I'm being honest.

The weather's been absolutely miserable, and for someone like me dealing with chronic illness, it's been triggering flare ups left and right. My neurological issues have been particularly challenging, and I've spent more time in bed resting. There were days when my mental health took a complete nose dive.

Being sick has become an unwelcome companion, making everyday activities feel like massive hurdles. It's funny how chronic illness can paint your world in different colors some days are vibrant, others are just different shades of grey.

Even in the midst of all this chaos, life has this beautiful way of showing you glimmers. Despite my body playing absolute havoc I've had some precious moments that made everything else fade into the background.

I got to spend quality time with my youngest daughter celebrating her birthday.and family days trust me getting my kids together is not easy. Nature became my sanctuary. On the days when I could manage it, I'd find peace just walking along the beach, watching the clouds drift by, feeling the breeze on my face.

Hanging out with my grandson reminds me why i keep going regardless. He's become quite a sasshole always makes me laugh

Despite all its challenges, it's been a month of new beginnings. Sometimes life's hardest moments are actually doorways to something new. It's like the universe is saying, "Hey, I know this is tough, but look at all these fresh starts I'm giving you."

July wasn't the easiest month. It tested me, pushed me, and sometimes knocked me down. But it also showed me that even in our most challenging times, beautiful moments are still waiting to be discovered. And maybe that's what life is all about finding those glimpses of light even when the path seems dark.